i know i kinda promised to give this surprise to you on your birthday,but there were some technical problems. im so so sorry. anyway,just wanna wish you happy birthday and thank you for everything that youve done for me. i mean,seriously when i was a mess last year,you were always there for me and i know i took you for granted,ignored you and all. im so sorry,if i could turn back time,i would correct it all,my mistakes. but since i cant and it seems too late cos youre gone,i guess an apology is just sufficient. though it would be great to have you back in school,enlightening my days with your silly jokes and funny laugh. seriously miss you,youre like this brother i wish i had. thank you for everything,and if you ever need a friend,give me a try.